I have only one question. Did they mention Kajiura at all in the live performance??
I am speaking also as a composer, it would hurt me if I will not be acknowledged as the creator of the songs. But I am so happy for the reunion of the girls. Enjoyed the bootleg but preferred the FBM version more
Yuki wasn't mentioned anywhere. I think the girls are not allowed to talk about her still.
This whole ridiculous series of events, from the moment the anniversary live's news came out, to this moment, is still breaking my heart so much. Both YK and Kalafina have been my love for over half of my life, and I just struggle to find peace with the fact that Kajiura's music/lyrics/'soul' - things in her works that she creates from her own very truthful being with passion - are being used this way without her acknowledgement and agreement, in a way that saddened so many people including the three girls themselves.
The day Kajiura talked about her emotions regarding this matter on FJS radio, I couldn't help but felt deeply how 寂しい everything made her. I didn't know and still don't know how to face my feelings towards the anniversary live, or the choices WKH made or might have been forced to make because of all those Spacecraft shits.
Kalafina with YK were simply memories of light and hope for me. :( I genuinely appreciated the girls so much as I literally grew up with them, and had the fortune to have met and talked to them multiple times. I never imagined such a day would come that I had to refuse going to celebrate their songs with them when they were doing their best and working so hard to make their fans happy.
I'm just absolutely torn... I know very well that I'm in the end a (pretty obsessed) pure 'Kajiuran' by heart so I just cannot bear the thought of listening to a souless Kalafina without proper YK & FBM elements, even though god knows how much I miss hearing the girls singing and smiling together in front of me. I ran away from 1.15, and I don't know if I want to watch the recorded live.
(Edit: it's not about 'YK sounds', it's more about my own feelings interpreting the performance, if you get what I mean)
Sorry for the super long rant/negativity
I just hope miracle happens and one day Yuki and the girls will reconcile properly...