Complain about all!

heh Casa. That's good.

I have actually been in extreme pain all day today, but that's probably because I am due to change my patch tomorrow. My back has been hurting where the surgery was though, which it hasn't done that since the surgery. So I hope the MRI I had done this week doesn't show something like I need more surgery. That would suck and I don't think I could handle it. Good news, I am doing better I just am mad that I wasted an entire day and I missed volunteering, which was my last one. (though there might be another in January.) *sigh* I hate being so lazy but when sick it's what you have to do. Also now I am not really tired of course since I slept most of the day.
 
Messy week end today.
Being in physical class, but a brutal power outage happens, then a supervisor ask us to evacuate, the alarm cannot operate.
Arrival of firemen and police.
Verdict ? Explosion of the power transformer.
We go back to class and ends the time in the dark, then we learn that the last hour has been cancelled and that the college must be discharged in full. So 3.30 p.m. instead of 4: 30 p.m.

If EDF (french society of electricity) cannot give us the power, Monday, we will be on generator.
 
^Wow. That is a coincidence since there was a power outage here too. A lot of people reported it but I guess a car hit the poll. So nothing as serious as that. But the pharmacy by us did not get power back on until about an hour ago. (I remember when I worked there and that happened and people were complaining. It's like, what do you want me to do? make the register work on it's own? Sheesh.)

Also today has just been one of the those days where I want to scream and throw things. I don't know... I guess with my back and everything I am overwhelmed. I can't sleep at night because of the pain, therefore I sleep a lot during the day and I hate that, since I want to get stuff done. Ugh. :stupidtable:
 
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Sorry for double post but I feel like ranting. My brother has moved out and he has been moved out before, but not with someone. So I barely see him, he comes on Sundays, usually, but today he is only coming for a little while and we are making candy. (It's his 2nd anniversary, so he's going out to eat in town.) I want him to be happy and everything, but I miss having him around to watch stuff with. it's not the same, and I hate watching things that we used to watch together by myself. (I still think that when I watch something my cousin got me into, or we used to watch all the time.) I guess I am just having a pity party today. Plus I don't feel good. I think I have a cold since my throat is on fire, and my back is killing me again. no surprise there. Ugh. I wish I could have one day, well, more than that, where I feel good, where nothing is wrong. Sorry for this long post... I am just out of sorts right now and I do need to talk to someone.
 
^ It can be like that with friends that would like to watch some anime together but they are so busy that several months go by without being able to find the time.

I'm hoping that I can get a large number of overnight shifts so that I'd be able to pay for another trip but nothing has been coming up.
 
I know the feeling - we've all moved out in our house, so only get to meet up a few times a year now. One of my sisters has her daughter to look after and the other lives and works in a town two hours' train journey away.

On the plus side, the three of us get along better than we used to as children! Family arguments hardly ever happen any more.
 
Heh yeah, I had fun today, even though he was only here for a bit, and then left. (I kind of envy them right now since I kind of want a relationship, but with all that I am going through I am not sure anyone would stay with me.) But I am sorry that I complain a lot. It seems I do it more than smile or laugh. I do that too, but lately I mean. So I am sorry minna.

I am also very worried for my friend Raena's father, and her and her family. He is in the hospital right now on a ventilator. He had to have a part of his lung removed. He would have died too if her mom had not taken him in when she did. It's just hard now with the holidays coming up. I am praying for them and everyone please send prayers and happy thoughts.
 
Oh no! Praying Liana!!

Hope everyone is well!!

So my tumor isn't dangerous but can cause problems, my thyroid is really messed up. It's levels are supposed to be 0-5 mine is almost 24. And they think I'm having seizures. So... yeah. And i'm staying very weak. Just going up stairs makes me breathless. And I'm sleeping for over 12 hours and still needing more sleep. At this rate, I'll never be able to do the program I was accepted into. Worst part is for once I'm busy and I love being busy but I can't enjoy it due to my health... :(
 
Yes, *hugs TK* Wow, my problems seem small too, and I don't complain really to get attention. But I hope you feel better soon! My mom actually has a small aneurism in her head (it's outside the brain, so I can't say that) that she's not worried about either, but if she starts to have double vision or get a bad headache she need to go in, so it's kind of scary. I guess my friend's dad is going to be off the ventilator in a few days, and won't be home for Christmas, but shortly after hopefully.

I am sore today, I think I slept wrong. but it's hard to find a comfy position with my back. Also I think the cold's getting worse. Scratchy throat again today, which isn't good since I want to bake cookies tomorrow and Thurs for my party. And I need to clean and decorate so I need to feel good.
 
Dear immune system: please don't catch a cold just in time for Christmas. :TdT:

I'll have an appropriately festive Rudolph-style red nose though...
 
waiting for the pain to start
also, still can't feel my lower lip or chin and it's been almost 5 hours...
 
It seems everyone is sick for the holidays. Ugh. I always used to get sick. (now I just have back pain and a cold fun!) I remember one time not making it to the bathroom in time at my grandma's house. And I think it was after the omelet that we have every year for breakfast. (But I still eat it of course because it is awesome.) I think that is one of my earliest Christmas memories, and I wish it wasn't... but I hope everyone feels better! I have a slight cold still, though I don't know if it's a cold or just my sinuses acting up. But I feel stuffy a lot. So yeah. But Happy Holidays minna! lol
 
Yep, I was full of cold over christmas, as was one of my sisters and her bf. We spent one evening sitting around a table together in the local pub, sipping drinks and sniffling constantly! Fortunately EVERYTHING ELSE went really well!
 
My friend Raena's father passed away yesterday. I feel so bad for them since it was so close to Christmas and now I don't know what to say if my dad comes up in a conversation, which was really hard when my cousin's dad passed away a few years ago. (I still miss my Uncle a lot, my dad's brother), but still. It seems like everything is happening at once. My back has been really bad this last week. I think I had 2 okay days, including Christmas. But then Friday was a blur. I was screaming the pain was so bad. I almost went to the ER. I hate relying on meds, and going to the dr. once a week, which is what it's been seeming like lately. But still. Anyways... I hope this week is better. Tomorrow I hope to see my friend Kay and her little one, so that will be nice, if I am not in too much pain.
 
laid in bead for almost 2 hours trying to fall asleep last night :uh..:
why do we have to ride so early -__-
 
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