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^You had 20 cats? Wow... I am so sorry. I know my manager lost her cat in her house fire, and she was devastated. It's one of my biggest fears. I don't have a cat yet, but I will be getting one soon. Maybe get another one, or do you not want anymore? I am glad ne survived at least. I am sorry that it really sucks.

This week is going to be so busy. My mom and dad are both tense, my mom most of all. It's been pretty tense since we got a new house, though it's a good thing, I can feel the tension since it is close to Christmas and we are so busy that we can't move until next year. I have to wait to get a kitty, since I will have a basement now to have one. Our current house isn't done to put on the market yet. It's a process. I know it's going to be stressful and having a busy week where I can't help much doesn't help. *sigh* Let's just hope the headaches stay away.

@sarasara Hey you weren't that bad! Better than I could ever do, and at least you tried! I could not play along with my mom playing, plus our piano is way out of tune. We are trying to get rid of it. It's been in the house as long as I have, even longer. (And it's a long time lol) I used to play, took 4 years, then moved to violin, because of Yuki. I took that for 12 years, but ended up not being very good because of my back, I couldn't play the way I wanted to. *sigh* I hope to be able to pick it up again but right now it is hard to even hold the violin let alone play it. One day though! I really loved doing it and felt great after I mastered a song.

Sorry, long post. For some reason it won't let me change my avatar. I have it at the right amount of pixels, but it keeps telling me it's too big. I will ask Sud about it. Also the phone keeps ringing today. We got home and not more than 5 mins passed and it rang. Ugh.
 
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^ Good luck for this week, hope everything goes fine! And I also hope you can soon play the violin again!

I woke up today feeling a bit under the weather, and I knew I had 4h of Japanese lesson (teaching) pending, which I really couldn't afford to miss for various reasons. I took some ibuprofen and some vitamins and went there, only to have some other small medical condition bug me during the lesson (nothing bad, just annoying). I was really looking forward to eating the meatball soup we had at home, only for my brother to tell me "I finished the meatball soup, can you put the pasta meal out of its misery?". I ended up having to order ramen, but they brought it with only a spoon, which isn't really noodle-compatible. So, as soon as I sat down to finally eat a warm meaty soup, I had to stand up, walk to the other side of the apartment, grab a pair of chopsticks, and walk back. I finished my soup and wanted some chocolate, but then realised 1) we didn't have any 2) I forgot my breakfast biscuits at my fiancé's place 3) I forgot to buy breakfast milk. So I had to get dressed at midnight and go to the shop to get some. And now I have a strong headache because of the illness, my room is still smelling like ramen, it's 00:47, and I somehow have to sleep in here.
 
Thanks. And yikes... that kind of sounds like me. Well, except for the fiance part... when things go poorly. I have been getting to bed really late... or early depending on how you look at it. I could be dead tired like I sort of am right now, only to have stupid insomnia keep me up until 1-2 AM. I mean, my body hurts enough already, I don't need this. It's been like this for awhile now. I hope we all can sleep soon...
 
i'm pretty sure there's no love left in my parents' marriage. all they do everyday is bickering and criticizing each other. i want them just to divorce because i think there's nothing left to salvage. the only reason why they wouldn't do it is because we came from a religious family background (though what's left from my family are far from religious) but divorce is still a big no according to the Bible. i think this is ridiculous because Jesus' message was to love each other as you do yourself so if all they do is hurting each other i think the only way they can love each other is to separate from each other.
 
^My parents are like that too, I totally get the feeling :( I'm sorry to hear that though. In my parents case, they would actually blame me for all their fighting , which was really stupid lol

Also, I just got back from my University's Kpop club and OH BOY I have a lot to rant about. I was going to post this on my spam instagram account but I realized some of my friends that follow me really like bts and I don't wanna offend them lol so I'll just post it here
It was my first time going to any sort of Kpop club so I had no idea what to expect, but I predicted 90% of the people there to be annoying army's and yup I was totally right. Like, I knew from the internet that army's could be bad, but now that I've seen some of them in person... I just...ugh.
I went with my friend that also likes SHINee, but she also likes bts (unlike me) so she had a much better time than I did haha.

We played a 'guess the song' game, where they played like 2 seconds of a song and we were split up in groups and had to guess what song it was, and EVERY SINGLE SONG was either BTS, Twice, EXID, or some other random boy group (Seventeen, Got7, Infinite, Btob).
The ONLY SM song was Rum Pum Pum Pum which I got instantly and no one else even knew it except me lol, which made me depressed.
Like, what I HATED is that the leader of the club, along with the rest of the people there, would constantly demean older groups. Like everyone there were all newbie fans, which I normally wouldn't mind, but when we went around the circle in the beginning and said our favorite groups and I said SHINee, not a single person knew who they were (besides my friend), and this one person was even like 'who?' Like WTF, they're not that old ffs.
And it wasn't just SHINee either, they made us watch some videos where we had to guess a song's choreography, and everytime the song was someone who wasn't a YG or JYP group, the main club leader was like "who? who tf is this no one cares" and just being super rude in general, it really bugged me.

And at the end, they passed out free posters, and the girl was like "Yeah, they're all really old posters, so no one you like is gonna be there, sorry." all super condescendingly, and there was an oldschool Super Junior poster and she was like "oh my god ew" (It wasn't even that old of a poster too, it was Mr. Simple era. If you really wanna see old school Super Junior look at THIS lol) in this super annoying valley girl accent and ugh it got on my nerves SO MUCH
(I did manage to get an oldschool Lucifer SHINee poster though, so that's good lol)

And they all used that obnoxious tumblrspeak lingo ("this had me shook" "stan talent, stan YG" "snatched my wig" "omg i stannnnnn them") IN REAL LIFE, which made me cringe so hard.

And finally, there was this one army girl who came over and started talking to my friend, and she was getting all worked up about voting for MAMA award's and she was like "OMG I LOG IN AND I VOTE EVERYDAY BTS BETTER WIN I NEED THEM TO WIN, LIKE THEY DESERVE IT I'M SO STRESSED BECAUSE I THINK THEY WON'T WIN " like WHO CARES about Mama awards??
And then my friend mentioned that she voted for both BTS and EXO since she likes them both and didn't want to choose, and the girl looked SO PISSED but she tried to hide it, it was actually hilarious. And then this other girl started talking about how she thinks MAMA award's are pointless and voting everyday is dumb (which it is) and the girl looked like so angry it was the funniest shit ever oml, I was trying so hard not to laugh
Like, I was actually starting to gradually warm up to bts since I actually like a couple of their songs but this made me realize why I never liked them in the first place, like holy shit I hate army's.

I'm gonna keep going to the next meetings, but only because they pass out free posters at the end, and there's also a raffle and you can win free albums (The raffle winners won EXO-CBX's Hey Mama album so I was super jealous lol)
 
@sarasara omg your experience with the kpop club is so interesting i'm laughing and symphatizing at the same time. On a positive note, you got a shinee poster which makes me super envious UGH and there's always a free gift of some sort at the end of the meeting so yeah at least you got some nice freebies by going to that meeting so your time wasn't totally wasted :)

Sorry to hear about your parents too. Tbh looking at them makes me wonder whether would I get married or not. I'm afraid of having marriage like them and being disliked by my own children later.

I KNOW RIGHT ARMY HAS NO CHILL LIKE SERIOUSLY they take everything waaayyyy too seriously ugh just stop stop stop. BTS itself isn't that bad and they have some good songs even though they're not that good compared to SHINee's gold discography. BUT their fandom god so toxic so mean so hateful towards other fandoms and very chauvinistic (for lack of better word) as if BTS is the best group to ever exist, which is not. They treat everyone who's not a part of their fandom as antis even though some people are indifferent towards them (which i just saw happened in twitter earlier ugh)
 
WHO CARES about Mama awards??
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A lot of people I've seen on Youtube. :tea:

I follow some Kpop girl groups (more of a casual fan, I like to see the dance routines and get exercise from them), and everyone on the comments is pretty much commenting on "VOTE FOR (girl group) IN MAMA!!!!!" or "GET XXX VIEWS BY XXX DATE, BECAUSE THAT'S (member's) BIRTHDAY!"

I think a lot are teenagers. Kpop seems to ride in "waves", like for example people my age were obsessing over SNSD and DBSK. Now that one's literally dead and the other is almost as good as, they need new waves like Wanna One, TWICE, BTS and IOI, or whatever's the craze. Ten years down the road, it will be some other team. It's a dog eat dog world. :groucho:

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I'm feeling so uninspired lately. Like there's some sort of burnout, and everyone keeps asking me to do more work. I can't seem to finish it no matter how much I want to. :blood:
 
Ughhh a CD I ordered according to the tracking has been sitting in "processing" in Victoria, Australia for the past half week... Just at least get to my country already :comeback:
 
Some months ago I had to undergo a small surgery on my chin; apparently they just found out they made a mistake, so I'm back to the hospital and after another surgery, now I can't move my facial muscles and I can't smile for three weeks (at the very least).
One of my close relatives got very sick and is now at the hospital too. And on top of that, I just had burglars in my house. Sigh.
 
In a car trip, and it has taken 2 hours longer than it should've, leading to 6.5 total hours... we've been in 4 giant traffic jams on the entire trip, and to make matters worse my back has been hurting throughout all of it and needing to use the bathroom feels like torture when you're going 10mph :bloodlust:
 
^Yeah... I hear you. I may have to go to a clinic that's about 4 hours away. I hate riding 5 mins away, let alone that. I get so cramped even in the front seat. I think people need to design cars keeping in mind people like us that have back pain. Like, with a lot more leg room and room on either side of you. I always have to have the front seat up if I am in the back. I wish I could go longer... plane rides are even worse. That's why if I go to Japan I'd need business class, but it's soooo expensive.

My feet have been an issue all year, well for several years now. Not at least I know what I have, but the one is now swollen and hurts to step on it a lot. I can't wear shoes for longer than an hour or two. I just want everything to just float away. Ugh. So tired of dealing with crap, I can't go anywhere. I feel like I've just been sitting around watching stuff but what can you do? Anyways... also I wanted to play today... maybe tonight if I take a nap now. I hate getting so tired in the afternoon.

Also I want the instrumental of Yasashii Uta by Kalafina!!! It's just so moving and it's like an extra from KnK. I don't really consider it a Christmas song and I can't listen to that music until way close to it. lol I want all the instrumentals though. *sigh* One day hopefully.
 
I think that, at last, I have enough buildup at one time to finally feel a reason to come and post something here.

Well I usually don't care about my phones -- at least, not in a manner truly comparable to most Apple product fans -- but that certainly doesn't mean I didn't love having an iPhone 6S.
My biological mother suddenly decided, after almost 2 years of not having an iPhone at all, to use my carrier upgrade to upgrade her own phone, and so my warranty was also canceled. I only said yes to her as she had purchased the phone for me as a late birthday present and until then I'd been using various drugstore minute phones since high school.

Of course I live and attend college in Detroit, and even though I'd kept up with it from September 30th when it was purchased, someone decides to steal it four days after the warranty has been canceled.

Of course I have to downgrade to a 5S with only half the space, as my upgrade opportunity was conveniently taken from me and college is eating up more than all of mine and my parents' money.

Of course I had 782 songs, mostly from Yuki Kajiura and her various associates, which helped me to get through a lot of shit.

But that's just a phone, and at least I could get another one. What I'm much more concerned about is my college situation. Unfortunately I have stress-linked epilepsy, and yet I thought I would be perfectly fine. New semester, at an actual university, finally living on campus and away from my very religious adoptive parents who I don't really get along with as a homosexual man. However, I've never taken four classes at once before, with no elective whatsoever. I realize this really can be looked at as nothing, as I know people here with me that are in 6 classes and have high grades in every one. But I'm me. And I also decided to double-major, and thought my parents didn't know what they were talking about, even though they both have Master's.

I have thus collectively stressed myself out, and Digital Art as one of my two majors also contributed to issues with lack of sleep and have had five seizures from September to now. From having to miss classes and having that affect tests and due dates, I may or may not have to medically withdraw here at the END OF THE F***ING SEMESTER and thus retake everything. Thankfully I'm told I would get my tuition back, but I really don't want to do that. I'm also told my already horrid 2.6 GPA would not be affected by medical withdrawal. But I really don't know if, if I decide to YOLO these finals, I will actually get passing grades in each class . . .
 
And I'm back with some wimp sh*t, not even a day later . . .

Of course I suddenly decide to check my Facebook messages once in years, and I find that on November 21st, what was probably the only true significant other that I had, who'd moved to Florida, sends this message:

Hey i know your probably not going to see this at all but if you i really want to see you again i really would like talk and just chill with you so message me on here or facebook or just text me i know you still have my number

Of course I responded eagerly but the response I received on today, the 29th, was:

Im sorry that message wasn't for you that was an accident

And I didn't know that I would cry over this man again.
 
Hayden Kurosaki said:
And I'm back with some wimp sh*t, not even a day later . . .

Of course I suddenly decide to check my Facebook messages once in years, and I find that on November 21st, what was probably the only true significant other that I had, who'd moved to Florida, sends this message:

Hey i know your probably not going to see this at all but if you i really want to see you again i really would like talk and just chill with you so message me on here or facebook or just text me i know you still have my number

Of course I responded eagerly but the response I received on today, the 29th, was:

Im sorry that message wasn't for you that was an accident

And I didn't know that I would cry over this man again.
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That's fucken horrible, who makes that kind of mistake. And so I currently believe your little sigh has suddenly pierced my chest.
 
@Hayden Kurosaki Jesus christ, that's fucking awful, I'm sorry. :(

I'm so excited for Xenoblade 2 but I live in a Universtiy dorm and there's an Amazon store nearby which is where I usually opt to pick up my packages (the postal service at my Uni takes wayyyy too long), but the store is gonna be closed all week for some reason?? I don't even know why tbh

I really don't wanna cancel my preorder since it's the special edition but I just want to play the game so bad and I don't want to waittttt :(
 
Alleged rumors of there being a Soulcalibur 6 announcement after almost 6 years of no new news have been popping up over these last few days and I'm really not here just to be having my imaginary hopes crushed.

That shit already happened when Harada, the director of Tekken, continues to falsify and contradict himself with these 4+ years of no confirmation on highly requested legacy characters -- whilst putting other characters that are much less used into their newest game.
 
sarasara said:
I'm so excited for Xenoblade 2 but I live in a Universtiy dorm and there's an Amazon store nearby which is where I usually opt to pick up my packages (the postal service at my Uni takes wayyyy too long), but the store is gonna be closed all week for some reason?? I don't even know why tbh
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I'm really jealous tho.... I really want Xenoblade Chronicles 2 but I don't have a Switch :comeback:. I'm hoping I can buy one (along w/ XBC2) after the holiday season once demand has gone down for it and I have more money, but we'll see. Also I didn't know Amazon stores existed :confu:
 
Westkana said:
I'm really jealous tho.... I really want Xenoblade Chronicles 2 but I don't have a Switch :comeback:. I'm hoping I can buy one (along w/ XBC2) after the holiday season once demand has gone down for it and I have more money, but we'll see. Also I didn't know Amazon stores existed :confu:
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you should get one if you can!! It's soooo worth it imo, it's only like the first year into the Switch's life and there are already sooo many must-have games imo. I got my Switch on release day and I've been consistently happy with it, Nintendos been doing great work this year.

Xenoblade 2 looks amazing too, I think it's going to be a strong contender for my GOTY (the first Xenoblade is still my favorite game of all time)

And it's not really an Amazon store, it's like just a pickup building where you're guaranteed 1day/ day of shipping on some items and shipping is just faster in general.
They're pretty rare tho, I think they're only available at like select college towns and stuff
 
still needs to finish the 1st Xenoblade & Xenoblade X :desksweat:

Ik they're unrelated in terms of story though


Anyway, for an actual complaint, I've had waaaaaaaayy too many tests this week... 6 to be exact. I guess my school system has never heard of "Everything in Moderation" :bloodlust:
 
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