Complain about all!

I was just back from Melbourne and as good as it was each holiday has it's nightmares.
Firstly trams. Their too packed. I need to have a seat since my cerebral palsy affects my balance and sometimes trams are so full I can barley find one especially peak hour. Peak hour was scary trams were so full we had to wait for two other trams to pick up most people. Generally trams are scary if people are standing up too, it just makes me nervous. What if the doors close? What if i trip over someone's foot? Also don't get me started about people who stand by the door. They're evil. There are literally hand rails in the aisles. If you can't find a seat just don't stand by the door, ever.

We stayed at a different hotel from usual this time and it also had a breakfast buffet. Unlike the Travelodge hotel we usually stay at this one had nothing. 5 cereals, yoghurt, baked beans AND THE MOST GHASTLY EGGS IVE EVER SEEN. I guess I'm fussy but those eggs were horrible, also the toaster kept burning my toast whenever I got raisin bread. and there was no fruit either, Just less options, those eggs though *shudders*.

Lastly I shared a room with my Nonna (grandma.) While being independent and pretty much on my own was great nights were horrible. The first night Nonna woke up every two hours to pee which mean she turned on all the lights. At 4am she claimed she hadn't eaten dinner (even though she had) Then she started eating the sugar packets for coffee until I bought her a danish that we had left over. Second night the toilet events repeated but somehow between 12 and 3 am she mistook the door to the hallway for the bathroom door and walked out. Some guy from the lobby brought her back upstairs after calling my parents room and figuring out she was with me. When heard the door knocking I was so scared. Last night she was better. I left the bathroom light on and although I had trouble getting to sleep because of it at least she didn't walk out the hallway door again. However she's lost her bottom dentures. Mum and I looked everywhere for at least 45 minutes until realising she somehow locked her suitcase and didn't have the key. We're going to need to cut the lock off tomorrow. Not to mention the whole language barrier thing made it all 10x worse, for whatever reason most Italian I know seems to have floated out of my head and whatever I did say it was proper Italian and not Venice dialect so we kind of couldn't understand each other anyway.
 
So I just made lunch for school tomorrow and I was pressed for time so it came out bad. I also don't want to go to school tomorrow, I'm excited to see my classes but that's about it. Mum's also apparently booked me for the bus because she doesn't want to take our friend's generosity of driving me home 5 days a week anymore. Which is fine except we literally live 2 km away so taking the bus is going to make me look like an arrogant asshole since everyone else who takes the bus lives in the hills, not the same suburb. I don't need the bus. I swear the only reason shes making me take the goddamn bus is because of how over protective she is. I literally took a crossing course, I know how to cross roads.

Also NAPLAN. I don't really want to take it. Every single test their's always that one question that everyone else gets and I seem to fail. I still remember what the last question was for NAPLAN in year 7. "If the entire weight for 15 paperclips is 500g what is the weight for one?" At least it doesn't count to anything.

I wonder what the teachers will be? If I get my religion teacher from last year for homeroom I'm going to scream since that probably means he'll be my English teacher too. In Sex Ed he literally knew nothing. Due to school guidelines and stuff men can't actually teach factual stuff since it'll make everyone uncomfortable so we only had 2 factual lessons. The rest were pretty much Catholic views and defining sex itself. Somehow my persistence in educating and correcting him got me the highest mark possible even though he took in nothing I said. Speaking of teachers, my Italian teacher. I've had her for as long as I've been taking the language despite the fact Italian has 2 classes. Wonder if that'll stick?

If I get PE in the morning I'm also going to cry. You can't come/leave school in your PE uniform so if I get it 1st or second lesson I'm screwed, I take long to change.

Knowing that we'll be sorted alphabetically for one term that means I'm going to be stuck with whatever triplet is in my class for 11 weeks. They're all popular and annoying as hell. They're just.... horrible in an indescribable measure. Typical Loretian: lots of money, fake smile, perfect teeth, doesn't care about learning, talks during class, has loads of friends and most of all tries to make the most annoying goddamn conversation ever. They always ask really personal questions to try and seem friendly when honestly if your not high in the social ladder like them they don't give a shit about you. They also have the memory of a goldfish, the triplets anyway. They ask you all this stuff and they don't even bother to retain it. I hope it's Sophie, If I get stuck with one let it be Sophie please please please. She's the best out of the three. Annabelle I can just ignore but If I get stuck with Tilly:stupidtable:
Also if Lianna and Lara are in my class again I'm going to be so done:stupidtable: They hate my guts and love to irritate me. I doubt the co-ordinator split them on account of the fact that relationships with your peers are factored into the algorithm when it comes to class lists because that's an important part of student morale and they're best buds.

Here's to a good year I guess. Year 9. It's going to be exciting at least academically.
 
So I went to school a day early :faint: Today was for new students only, I had no idea. I feel like absolute shit. I've been bawling my eyes out for half an hour and I cried the entire way home.
So I just dropped off my stuff. The only consolation is that I know my homeroom teachers. Mrs Mulligan the head of the English department and Mr Rainbird, a geography teacher. At least I got Mr Rainbird. He's a really cool teacher, super funny. He's probably going to be the teacher everyone else wants for homeroom since he's awesome. usually homeroom teachers get put as teachers for other subjects so there's a big student/teacher bond. So that means he's my geography teacher and because Mrs Mulligan will be my English teacher I assume I'm getting the best teacher in the class.
Doesn't change the fact I still feel like shit though
 
So school also went kinda badly. The triplet I got was Annabelle. He's one thing I forgot about Annabelle, she fiddles, a lot. She fiddles with pens, draws on books, stares at things, moves pens in her hand. Any kind of stationary fiddling you can think of she does. It's so annoying. I get 11 weeks of that. :...: My mum also booked the bus. I feel like an asshole because I have to take a bus for a place 2km away. Because of me they added a detour from a main road and I only ride home three days a week. I just feel so bad because Everyone else on the Hills bus lives on the other side of town. I also need an extra curricular music form for my lessons and Student Services and the front office didn't have one, I bet you she'll be like : "Oh I'm sorry, we haven't received high enough interest so those have been cancelled:listen:" I swear the head of the music department hates me. We have swimming and sports carnival coming up, I have cerebral palsy, I can't swim, I can't run, hell if last year was anything I apparently can't walk either.
 
So apparently the triplets aren't not taking a language meaning they actually are taking Italian :stupidtable::stupidtable::stupidtable::voodoo::voodoo:
THEIR ACCENTS ARE SO BAD :voodoo: I know not everyone has the best accent, but there is a definite diffrence between someone who tries and someone who doesn't care AND THEY SIMPLY DON'T CARE :voodoo:
 
I'm really not fond of the big push for people to upgrade to the latest Windows. :glower:According to the news, they've put it as a "recommended update", so if I still had automatic updates on, it'd download it automatically. No thanks. I don't really want it yet and I don't think my system could handle it.
 
^It really does suck sometimes, like it will do weird things like all of a sudden the task bar will blink. And then the start or windows button won't work so I have to hold in the power button. It's because it's doing updates, but it seems to do updates every single day! Ugh. And the worst time is when I thought it erased everything on my computer. iTunes erased all my music but at least it was still on my computer. I wish they would have polished it a little more before giving the free upgrade.

My sister had to go to the ER today because she had pain in her hip and shoulder. I thought I was the only one? Maybe it's sympathy pain. I wish all the pain and suffering and disease in the world did not exist. Why must we go through life in pain? Uh... sorry. I just haven't been feeling good lately and have been in more pain than ever before. And now this happens. On the plus side of it my niece might be staying with us, but I am worried so please send happy thoughts our way.
 
^ I feel like Windows 10 is relativity polished now. When I first upgraded it uninstalled some of my drives like my camera and Bluetooth but after an update they seemed to be re-installed, there was another time an update hung so my computer wouldn't shut but that happened due to slow connection. It's still a lot better now than when it came out though.

Today we have swimming trials for the carnival next week. I still have to go to the pool even though my mother put on the note that she doesn't give me permission to get in the water and the fact that I don't have an event that needs a trial. The only reason I came today is because I don't want to miss out on my first website creation lesson.
Italian was okay, a new kid was forced to sit next to me. She said she was studying French last year and when I asked her why she didn't take it here she said it was because she got an E and failled, she apparently hates languages. I hate to see a new student hating class
sadly she'll fit in here for that
 
@Liana_Ilia I hope both you and your sister feel better really soon. It really sucks to be in pain (whether emotional or physical), and it seems to come at the worst of times. Just know that we're here for you (and your sister by extent) whenever you need us. :goodjob:


The water (or maybe the ice) from our refrigerator tastes really bad for some reason... I know an ice pack on the shelf above the dispenser was leaking, but it was taken out. I'm not sure if the dispenser itself has been cleaned or not, so that may be the problem.
 
Thank you. She is all right. Just a bad muscle sprain from coughing I guess. She had a bad cold. It's been going around. I think I keep getting it, but I don't know, it's just sort of a cough that I have now. And yeah about the pain thing. I want to do a lot more, like the chores I am supposed to be doing, playing with my niece (she is here and of course I will play with her), read (I have so many books I want to read right now, but I get so tired at night) and shows I have to finish watching. Not to mention all the anime I want to watch and video games I want to play. Ugh. Okay... I'll stop. But thanks. I have always said that CPM is like one big family and I truly mean that even now. :love::dote:
 
Even if Windows 10 runs better than its earlier stages, I'm still paranoid about losing stuff as well as slowing my machine down. I know I'll have to get it eventually, especially when they stop updating older versions, but I want it to be my decision. I think what bothers me the most is the tactics to get people to upgrade.

@Liana_Ilia Sending happy thoughts your way! :goodjob:
 
I feel like I have so many things to do, so many things to enjoy and I just can't seem to pick one T-T

In other news, my friend pushed me to start a YouTube channel so we filmed a Bean Boozled challenge for my channel and still have to film the Popin' Cookin' for hers. My mum is totally on board, she trusts me to be safe and I will be. I've been outlining safety for myself all week. The problem is that if your vlogging like my friend is pushing me too then your setting is completely important. I'm not happy with the interior of where I'll be doing vlogs which means I have to get a new quilt cover from Ikea. The problem is I have no idea when It'll be here and my Dad needs to hang up all the posters on the wall near the bookshelf in my room, who knows when he'll remember that? And we need a new frame for my Kalafina poster too.

I'd also love to start Let's Plays too but the entire figuring out if it'd get taken down or not is slightly confusing, essentially all music has to be removed and I can never monetise off of them is what I understand so far, forums seem to point to that. I hope that it doesn't get all that attention if I do decide to do it, I'd probably be playing older titles anyway.
 
I hate humans, why do I end up having the most explosive Skype conversations. This is confusing so I'm going break it down.

A friend of mine Emma is going on a Valentine's day date with Ryan who's another guy we know called Luke's cousin.

To Luke
[7:51:00 PM] Kieren: HELP
[7:51:10 PM] Kieren: YOUR COUSIN IS TALKING TO ME FOR SOME REASON
[7:51:18 PM] Kieren: DOES EMMA WANT TO BEAT MY ASS????????/
[7:51:23 PM] Kieren: IM SO FUCKING SCARED RN
[7:51:39 PM] Kieren: WHAT'S HAPPENING??????!!!!!!!!!!!??????
[7:52:01 PM] Luke Hornhardt: WHAT!?!?
[7:52:12 PM] Kieren: it's nothing
[7:52:13 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Start from the beginning
[7:52:19 PM] Kieren: he just wanted to talk for some reason
[7:52:25 PM] Kieren: he just randomly called me

Talking to Emma's bf Ryan Luke an I discovered:
- they were talking since term 3 last year
- Emma asked him out on Valentine, Ryan made it a date.

After I finished talking to Emma about Ryan I said this to him, big mistake:
[8:30:36 PM] Kieren: how's school?
[8:30:40 PM] Kieren: what's Luke like?
Luke has a crush on me but always denies it. and then this happened with Luke:
[8:39:09 PM] Kieren: [8:34:06 PM] Kieren: How much does he like me? like on a 1-10 scale (10 being madly in love)
[8:34:19 PM] Kieren: because whenever i ask him he denies it
[8:35:07 PM] Ryan Carey: i would say that he like a 8 or 9 if not a 10

[8:39:09 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Yeah
[8:39:45 PM] Luke Hornhardt: That...
[8:39:48 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Little...
[8:39:51 PM] Kieren: is true
[8:39:53 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Bastard...
[8:39:57 PM] Kieren: stop denying it
[8:40:02 PM] Kieren: stop
[8:40:05 PM] Kieren: seriously
[8:40:08 PM] Kieren: just stop
[8:40:20 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Ok then
[8:40:24 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Seriously
[8:40:29 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I do like you
[8:40:40 PM] Luke Hornhardt: But I know it will never happen
[8:40:44 PM] Luke Hornhardt: And I'm ok with that
[8:40:52 PM] Luke Hornhardt: As long as we're friends
[8:40:57 PM] Kieren: THEN WHY DO YOU GO ON AT SCHOOL
[8:41:03 PM] Kieren: WHAT STUFF DO YOU SAY
[8:41:06 PM] Kieren: seriously
[8:41:07 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I don't
[8:41:09 PM] Kieren: i want to know
[8:41:25 PM] Kieren: IF RYAN THINKS ITS A 10 YOU MUST'VE SAID SOMETHING
[8:41:31 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I just say we talk
[8:41:50 PM] Luke Hornhardt: And he is prone to gossip himself
[8:41:54 PM] Kieren: about what?????
[8:42:00 PM] Kieren: oh come on
[8:42:14 PM] Kieren: you trump him in the gossip ring 10 times over
[8:42:22 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Heh
[8:42:25 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Yeah
[8:42:37 PM] Luke Hornhardt: But that doesn't mean he doesn't try
[8:42:39 PM] Kieren: seriously if it's about me I have all right to know
[8:42:50 PM] Kieren: what do you say we talk about?
[8:42:56 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Stuff
[8:43:06 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I don't specify stuff
[8:43:06 PM] Kieren: seriously I've been wanting to know for like a year
[8:43:13 PM] Kieren: Ryan said as much
[8:43:19 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Like the private stuff we talk about
[8:43:52 PM] Luke Hornhardt: *not the private stuff
[8:44:33 PM] Luke Hornhardt: And I haven't talked about you that much at school recently
[8:44:46 PM] Kieren: Ryan said you do though
[8:44:51 PM] Kieren: like come on
[8:45:04 PM] Kieren: the first thing he said when I asked him how school was is
[8:45:05 PM] Luke Hornhardt: That's because he is Ryan
[8:45:12 PM] Kieren: Luke still talks about you
[8:45:25 PM] Kieren: Honestly I trust him more than I trust you
[8:45:33 PM] Luke Hornhardt: WHAT!?!?
[8:45:43 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I...
[8:45:52 PM] Luke Hornhardt: sigh
[8:46:01 PM] Kieren: tell me the whole truth
[8:46:19 PM] Kieren: you want a chance to go to the movies next sunday?
[8:46:26 PM] Kieren: tell the whole truth
[8:46:45 PM] Luke Hornhardt: The truth is we don't talk about what happens outside of school all that much
[8:47:10 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I haven't mentioned you all week
[8:47:21 PM] Kieren: oh come on!
[8:47:30 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Ryan said that because he wants us to get together
[8:47:38 PM] Kieren: for Ryan to say it you must've mentioned me at least once!
[8:47:58 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Nope
[8:48:01 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I haven't
[8:48:40 PM] Luke Hornhardt: And what's the problem of me saying I like you anyway?
[8:49:50 PM] Kieren: because then it makes people think we're dating
[8:50:20 PM] Kieren: I don't like you like that
[8:50:25 PM] Kieren: and I know you do
[8:50:33 PM] Kieren: you like me like that
[8:50:38 PM] Kieren: it kills me you do
[8:50:50 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I like you
[8:50:51 PM] Kieren: because it just makes my distaste worse
[8:50:58 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I have a crush on you
[8:51:07 PM] Luke Hornhardt: And it will never happen
[8:51:08 PM] Kieren: [8:43:23 PM] Ryan Carey: what luke is saying is compite lies about the 10
[8:43:44 PM] Kieren: then what's the truth?
[8:45:23 PM] Ryan Carey: he licks u a lot but he just not saying that he does he does want have a relashensihip with
[8:51:31 PM] Luke Hornhardt: BULLSHIT
[8:51:44 PM] Kieren: LMFAO YOU LITERALLY JUST ADMITTED IT
[8:51:59 PM] Kieren: seriously just be HONEST
[8:52:07 PM] Kieren: BE HONEST WITH ME
[8:52:07 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I HAVE
[8:52:13 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I AM
[8:52:58 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I have a slight crush on you and you don't like me that yay and that's fine
[8:53:03 PM] Kieren: [8:45:23 PM] Ryan Carey: he licks u a lot but he just not saying that he does he does want have a relashensihip with
[8:53:10 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I just want to be like wa are now
[8:53:14 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Friends
[8:53:16 PM] Kieren: IF RYAN THOUGHT THIS IT'S MORE THAN A SLIGHT CRUSH
[8:53:29 PM] Kieren: HE LITERALLY SAID YOU LIKED ME 10 ON A 1-10 SCALE
[8:53:43 PM] Luke Hornhardt: HE IS JUST SAYING THAT
[8:53:45 PM] Kieren: STOP THIS CHARADE GODDAMN IT
[8:53:54 PM] Kieren: I TRUST HIM MORE THAN I TRUST YOU
[8:53:59 PM] Luke Hornhardt: IM SURE HE WANTS US TO GET TOGETHER
[8:54:42 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Wait
[8:54:49 PM] Kieren: wait what?
[8:54:54 PM] Luke Hornhardt: Are you showing him this chat?
[8:54:57 PM] Kieren: no
[8:55:11 PM] Kieren: just paraphrasing
[8:55:20 PM] Luke Hornhardt: RYAN IF YOUR READING THIS STOP SAYING THAT I LOVE HER
[8:55:21 PM] *** Call to Luke Hornhardt ***
[9:06:01 PM] Kieren: [9:03:49 PM] Ryan Carey: so what are u and luke talking about now
[9:04:09 PM] Kieren: I'm just yelling at him for not being honest since day one
[9:04:20 PM] Ryan Carey: ok
[9:04:22 PM] Kieren: like it's literally taken him a year
[9:04:25 PM] Kieren: like wtf
[9:05:45 PM] Ryan Carey: ikr

[9:07:21 PM] *** Call ended, duration 11:54 ***
[9:07:54 PM] Kieren: but Lmao even your cousin says you fail at life
[9:08:27 PM] Kieren: I ended the convo with him
[9:08:37 PM] Kieren: please don't break his nose
[9:08:44 PM] Kieren: legit Emma might break your xD
[9:08:47 PM] Kieren: yours*
[9:11:35 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I don't care
[9:11:45 PM] Luke Hornhardt: About what she does to me
[9:11:57 PM] Kieren: why?
[9:12:08 PM] Luke Hornhardt: I will be back
[9:12:18 PM] Kieren: terminator reference?
[9:12:20 PM] Kieren: really?
Luke's annoyed me now
 
^I think it may work if you have commentary on the video. I think that's how most Let's Players are able to have videos up without them being taken down.
 
Very original, but time to complain about the weather! :XD: We've had a pretty mild winter, until 2 ish weeks ago when we got dumped with 2+ feet of snow and just when it is about to finish melting because of rain, we get another foot of snow. Now it's snowing again and cold.

Love the snow and the cold (used to it from school), but taking out a small puppy who is in love with snow is not much fun when he gets covered in it. Also, shoveling.
 
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We've just gotten heavy rainstorms and some of the strongest winds since I've existed here in the UK over the last day or two. Makes public transport a pain to use.
 
@Seasonreaper - I've been impressed with the level of shelter at Japanese Railway stations, and wish that more of our public transport was as well sheltered also.
It's especially important in Adelaide because of the dry heat we get. It's strange sun safety is so high yet so may bus stops have bad shelter, some around main roads don't even have anywhere to sit.
 
@LacrimosaRaven - I found it difficult to get shade at the Adelaide Airport bus stop on the way back from some trips. According to the airport management, they want to finalise plans for further parking before improving the bus stop shelter. (PS, I have had help from Dignity for Disability MLC Kelly Vincent about Adelaide Airport acess, get in touch with her if you have any matters that you want to raise http://www.kellyvincentmlc.com/ ).
 
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