Complain about all!

Woke up late this morning (yay for saturdays!) and felt all sore around my arms and shoulders. I try to exercise regularly with push-ups and squats and stuff, because I'm all too aware of how little exercise I get from being off work...then I remembered how I spent ages yesterday at my volunteer job cleaning out an oven and carrying heavy pans around. I didn't realise that I'd pay so much for stirring food and scrubbing at baked-on gunk! :imdead:
 
^I am so glad I never got to clean the oven at the theater. Well, it was a double oven thing, and the one was so high. (I am only 5'3") And you had to bring the heavy inside parts to the big washer in the back. So I said I couldn't lift it due to my back and I never had to do it. But I saw a coworker do it and it looked very tedious and annoying since you also had to spray the inside with a special spray and clean it with a towel. I am kind of glad I am not working there anymore. But I want to be working right now and I can't do retail because of my back. *sigh*

And speaking of my back, I am sore today too. So I also have a headache, but that's because my shoulders and neck are so tense. (Heard that again at the doctor's the other day. I am tired of hearing I am tense heh.) But I am starting something called Biofeedback where they teach you how to relax your muscles and focus on your breathing. So it should be interesting. But if I get this job that I am interviewing for (kind of) on Monday I won't be able to do that or therapy. So I am not sure how it will all fit. But we'll see. Plus that' sin Franklin so I'll be driving back and forth. Luckily I don't have to go on the freeway, since I hate driving on it. (It's under a lot of construction right now.) But I will be driving on it on Tues since I want to learn to drive to my brother's. I just hate driving. Always have and I have been driving for 11 years.
 
Stupid iTunes deleted all of my songs! Ugh. I did the update, which I don't actually remember doing, I think it did it on it's own. But then all of my songs were gone! :stupidtable::stupidbox::voodoo:
 
^Well, I had to remake all my playlists and things before but that was because I got a new computer. This time it just erased all my music. (I mean not completely, just on iTunes, and Windows 10 almost wiped everything on my computer, or I thought this happened, until I restarted it. Then it came back, but I tried that with iTunes, did not work.) But the good thing is I can go through all my Yuki music again. Bad news is I have to add all the folders again. *sigh*
 
omg Aimer did a cover of OOR's Heartache at her live on sunday :comeback: this … i'm betting it was amazing (and the setlist itself was great too ) I just wish it wasn't at the exact same time as Kala's live otherwise I definitely would have tried to go…. one day …. I will go.
 
Freaking Youtube, blocking me from watching videos in my country (I'm from the U.S.) Which includes a lot of Yuki's music and Anime Osts. Youtube has never made me as mad as it has recently with this. I don't see how it is different from Nintendo's Region Locking policy.

It could be related to Youtube Red which is the Nightmare known as a Paid YT Subscription Service, except that it isn't a nightmare and it actually exists!
 
Boyfriend was over last night and we didn't sleep until 6:45 am, and now I'm dead and can't concentrate to revise for my Japanese exam -.-
 
^I feel the same way. And hey, it's the same time here. lol I was just at my trainer though so that's why I am tired and I've had a busy last few days.

Speaking of that I have been running around a lot it seems. With either doctor's appts or other things. I feel overwhelmed and I want to keel over right now because I just had a trainer session. And tomorrow I have physical therapy and I don't want to leave because my niece will be here. Thurs is worse since I have to go to Franklin for therapy for my headaches so I'll be gone a lot of the day. So right now I feel like: :punched::barf::blood::imdead:
 
So all I want to do is lie down for an hour while my brother is gone (before he comes back to watch The Walking Dead heh) and they started doing something with a saw next door! :stupidtable: Grrr. I have a headache (migraine actually) and my back is hurting and my throat. I think I caught my niece's cold. She was here for 4 days. And it's freezing outside! I can't believe how cold it got after being so warm. I mean it is November in Wisconsin but still. Anyways... that's my rant for the day.
 
all I want to do is sit around and do anything but schoolwork. the end of the semester is too close for my liking :wai:
 
Freaking Youtube, blocking me from watching videos in my country (I'm from the U.S.) Which includes a lot of Yuki's music and Anime Osts. Youtube has never made me as mad as it has recently with this. I don't see how it is different from Nintendo's Region Locking policy.

It could be related to Youtube Red which is the Nightmare known as a Paid YT Subscription Service, except that it isn't a nightmare and it actually exists!

THIS. I hate when this happens! I'm struggling with the same problem all the time, a lot of Kajiura's music is not available for watching in my country. I've tried to find a way around the region restrictions, but haven't had any luck yet.

all I want to do is sit around and do anything but schoolwork. the end of the semester is too close for my liking :wai:

I can very much relate. I don't feel like studying at all but I seriously should start cramming for entrance exams. They're in May, but there's so much to study. I'm so stressed over it but can't find the strenght to sit down and study. I'm just a pile of emotional mess who can't get anything done :orz: why did I decide to apply for medical school? I'll never be able to pass my exams, I suck at physics! To get in, I should be among the lucky 8% of over a thousand applicants (is that even the right word for it)... it'll never happen. Why can't my aspirations in life be to work at McDonald's instead???
 
^g...good luck o___o
my dad always told my sisters and I to not become doctors //hit

welp. looks like I have to drive down the mountain in the rain. at least it's light outside this time
 
^ Drive safely! :o

Yeahhh I'm not even sure if the trouble you have to go through to be a doctor is even worth it. That's one of the reasons my goal is to become a dentist, which is easier to achieve. Yes, I want to spend my life poking around other people's mouths. Don't judge.
 
^I would never want to work at McDonald's, for one I dislike their food a lot (I once got a bone in my chicken nuggets a long time ago and have never gone back since) and I worked at a theater near me in the food department and that is hard, so I can only imagine what working there would be like. My cousin worked at Culver's and she has burns all over her arms because of it.

My back is killing me an I have an interview in a little while and all I want to do is curl up. Kalafina helps a little, but when you have chronic pain... this week is going to be busy with appointments. My parents are gone and usually I love being alone but I get so paranoid at night. I don't know why I've been living in this house for 30 years and we have not had a break in. (Watch I just jinxed it. heh *knocks on wood*) I better get over this if I am to ever move out. (I will probably get a sword by then. lol)
 
Yeahhh I'm not even sure if the trouble you have to go through to be a doctor is even worth it. That's one of the reasons my goal is to become a dentist, which is easier to achieve. Yes, I want to spend my life poking around other people's mouths. Don't judge.
hey, someone's got to do it

THERE ARE TWO LEAVES I CAN'T IDENTIFY AND IT'S KILLING MEEE
 
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