Big, big complain incoming.
Weah, I know I've already complained about that, but I feel it will help me to write it down.
Budokan was last week-end. I've been wanting to see a true Kalafina concert (not a showcase at a convention) for quite a long time, but that was never feasible for various reasons.
Budokan was an ideal occasion. I am in holiday right now, since Feb., 21st till Mar., 08th. I have enough money spared. Everything was OK for me to go there. I didn't do that. Damned me.
Learning that there will be another national tour next automn had first enjoyed me, because I'll have a 2-weeks break from Oct., 17th till Nov., 2nd. So, maybe there will be a concert somewhere in Japan within this timelapse, and I'm wishing to attend one of them.
I've found a way to try getting tickets (actually, several of them): there are proxy services also for tickets. Quite expensive, but they do exist.
But.
First, nothing will ever compare to a Budokan. Even a concert in Ōsaka for example can't be that great.
Second, I'm currently in the process of finding another company to work at. Currently, it's quite neat because I know when I'm going to be in holidays: they are exactly basically the same as the shcool holidays. That's in my work contract. If I manage to find another company hiring me, the holiday system would be like in any company: you ask quite a time (like one year) before, and if there is not enough people working at that time, it's denied. And, of course, the school holidays are the periods people ask the most. Thus, if I organize everything to fly away, and get hired meanwhile, if I can't get the holidays at the correct period... I lose my money and the chance.
To keep it simple: I don't know what to do. I think I'll have to wait for this new job, that may arrive either in two months or in two years... But. If I wait too long, will I still have enough money to fund the trip at the time I'll be sure to have the time to go? Now, I have it... I don't know if I'll still have it once I'll have left the familial home to get my own one...