LianaIlia36
I have reached Yuki nirvana
TK: Things will get better...
as for me, it feels like everything's crashing around me. My brother will probably be leaving next month, though he will visit, still won't be the same. I still don't have a job after almost a year of not working, which for me is really hard. I just want to pay my parents back for letting me live at home and buying everything for me. I hate owing money, even though I help out a lot around the house. I just want to feel useful and be doing something with my life and right now I am just sitting around doing nothing and I hate it, I can't even enjoy things as much as I used to, like music and stuff. I just want to go run around the block and scream like the kids do, but it's night right now. Ugh... sorry, another rant... I just feel lost right now.
as for me, it feels like everything's crashing around me. My brother will probably be leaving next month, though he will visit, still won't be the same. I still don't have a job after almost a year of not working, which for me is really hard. I just want to pay my parents back for letting me live at home and buying everything for me. I hate owing money, even though I help out a lot around the house. I just want to feel useful and be doing something with my life and right now I am just sitting around doing nothing and I hate it, I can't even enjoy things as much as I used to, like music and stuff. I just want to go run around the block and scream like the kids do, but it's night right now. Ugh... sorry, another rant... I just feel lost right now.