Wow, that suicide note is really sad... him feeling like that for I assume many years is obviously no way to live. Though I don't really listen to Kpop, I saw people on Twitter talking about his death (inc. you sarasara) and wanted to express my condolences to you guys. Hopefully there's light at the end of this tunnel in that possibly South Korea as a society will start to provide more adequate mental health services. Hope you guys get through this ok, I know it's hard loosing someone that you've looked up to for so long
The worst part is that hes always been open about struggling with depression and his mental health, he wrote and composed all of his music and many of his song lyrics were about his depression (This one most notably, holy fuck I can't listen to this song anymore), yet no one ever expected in a million years anything like this to happen.
For so many years I've loved and admired him and it was my dream to see him live and it's still so hard to process what happened.
All the cute pictures and videos of him and SHINee that I laughed at and admired countless times, I will never be able to view the same way ever again. Same goes with both his and SHINee's music. The only thing I could handle listening to today was Taemin, but I don't think I'll be able to listen to Jonghyun’s music again for a long long time.
Ive never cried this much over anything before, it's such a tragedy that he felt so desperate and alone that this was his only choice.
this was apparently the other members reactions to the news and my chest hurts so much I feel so hollow and horrible.