Complain about all!

My mum decided today would be a great day to yell at me and tell me just how horrible I really am. I'm already doing that myself with all the bridges I seem to be burning, being exiled and all.

My own mother literally made me cry this morning and said " When you come back from school today I want to see a smile on your face"
You literally made me leave the house sobbing and you expect me to come back smiling????????

Not only this, she proceeded to tell me how shit I am and put me down the entire time we were walking to school. If I hadn't had some music on my phone I probably would've walked into school grounds sobbing.

She literally wouldn't stop. From the second she closed the door to the minute we were around the corner from school she proceeded to verbally beat me to a pulp, she was making a scene and such a big spectacle of herself (something which she hates)

Honestly it got to a point where I couldn't even stand her telling me what a piece of crap horrible person I am even though I could barley hear her over Magia which was playing though my headphones. I just kinda waved her off, turned around and said "Love you!!" and ran into school.
 
LacrimosaRaven said:
My mum decided today would be a great day to yell at me and tell me just how horrible I really am. I'm already doing that myself with all the bridges I seem to be burning, being exiled and all.

My own mother literally made me cry this morning and said " When you come back from school today I want to see a smile on your face"
You literally made me leave the house sobbing and you expect me to come back smiling????????

Not only this, she proceeded to tell me how shit I am and put me down the entire time we were walking to school. If I hadn't had some music on my phone I probably would've walked into school grounds sobbing.

She literally wouldn't stop. From the second she closed the door to the minute we were around the corner from school she proceeded to verbally beat me to a pulp, she was making a scene and such a big spectacle of herself (something which she hates)

Honestly it got to a point where I couldn't even stand her telling me what a piece of crap horrible person I am even though I could barley hear her over Magia which was playing though my headphones. I just kinda waved her off, turned around and said "Love you!!" and ran into school.
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How old are u?
Is your mother always this negative or just recently?
 
Lacrimosa: I am so sorry. I hope you can find somewhere in your heart and mind that you are in fact a good person. I believe we all have goodness in us or at least we can change at least. I hope things get resolved with your mother because I don't know where I'd be without my mom. *hugs*

That being said I am so tired of not being able to do things. I feel bad when I cry and make my mom and even my dad (though I can't really talk to him about pain/depression because he gets so frustrated and tense) worry and I feel like I'm such a burden. I mean, I'm going to be 31 and I still live at home. I know I haven't gotten a full time job yet, but still. I want to make it up to them and move out and be on my own but I can't do that with this pain right now. Ugh. I want to throw things I get so frustrated (they really should make a room where you could throw plates and breakable stuff to let out anger heh) And I know that I'm not that worse off, but just doing simple things have become frustrating. Anyways... also I am kind of disliking Windows 10. All of a sudden it'll stop the sound on my computer, and then run updates for about a half hour it seems before it turns back on. Ugh. I want to go back to 7. heh
 
I haven't gotten much sleep the past 2 nights. :/ I'm just super paranoid about bedbugs. Anyone can get them anywhere, I know, but I have no reason to believe I have gotten them. No one in my house has mentioned anything, but the thought of them just bothers me so much that I'm pretty sure I'm panicking. :hide:
 
My hair looks worse then a trash can that someone puked in, with poop slathered all over the side, after this cut. My dad won't even negotiate letting me growing it out, despite the fact that I'm pretty much in high school. It's extremely aggravating and really selfish of him. Hopefully my hair will grow back fast, and I have better luck next time.
 
^Yikes. Your post reminded me of the Animal Crossing A New Leaf game where you can change the hair style of your character. I have been having bad choices for awhile now. heh But I hope it does grow back right, my hair always grows out in the back and then I have to get that trimmed, but then the sides get too long. My hair dresser layers it too. Even though it's really short it get so thick and when it rains, like today, it frizzes up. Ugh.

My time seems to be getting away from me. I mean there never seems to be enough in a day. (Sorry for sounding old, I am turning 31 eesh.) When I finally want to do something I get distracted by the internet, or I'm too lazy/tired from the pain. Ugh. Plus it was daylight savings, which really you lose an hour, but I know it stays lighter out later, which means the kids will be out later too.
 
I didn't realise they were giving out free promo posters for the new ClariS EP until after they were sold out, and now they're expensive at auction.
 
Turned on my old 3DS today to change the time, and this showed up:
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I have no idea how or when it got there, since it's pretty much been in a case for the past month. The touch feature is still active, but you can't see what you're touching. I've since been trying to take the screen protector off to see if there is a crack there or something, but I haven't quite taken it off yet (it's probably been on there for 4 years straight). Hopefully I can get it fixed.
 
@Westkana That sucks. :( I hope you get it fixed too!
Also, shoot, I forgot to change the time on mine.

One of our CO detectors started chirping in the middle of the night because of a low battery. I'm very glad it's not an actual alarm, but still, the battery almost never runs low during the day in any of our detectors. >.>
 
Had the line-input on the on-board sound on this pc fail, so I moved the sound-card out of the other pc and re-ran into several issues which are now mostly solved - a lot of which were remembering the "set once and forget" options.
 
Headache: this is now day... I lost count. Ugh. And the last couple of days I haven't been able to walk very well because on my right foot I have sesamoiditis and planter's fasciitis (which I also have on the left foot) and the ball of my foot whenever I put too much pressure on it it sends a shooting pain to it. So I've been wearing the boot because it helps, but it is so heavy and disorientating. And the earliest I could get in was tomorrow, and this happened on Tues. I called and said I could not stand on my foot, and she said "well, we can get you in on Fri" I was like, that doesn't help me right now! Ugh. I wanted to smack her through the phone... Anyways... it's raining here, which I usually like but when it's cold and nasty it gives me the headache. And then you go out and come back in and you can't get warm. Why is it still cold? It's Spring! Sheesh.
 
Why does pollen have to bother us? It should have nothing to do with us since we're not trees. It drives my nose and eyes into a frenzy :omg:
 
Double post (sorry)

The first five songs of nearly albums on my Kindle fire randomly got deleted. I don't know why or how it happened, but it's really infuriating because I've been using it as my primary music player because my iPod's storage is puny compared to it (8GB vs 32GB). So I'll basically be either downloading or copying all the songs I lost from the computer, which will be really tedious because at least 200-300 songs were deleted... It's really weird how it's just the first 5 songs (really anything that had anywhere between 1-5 as a track number), as opposed to more.
 
^ eh not sure how long it's been but 頑張って！！


My exam is tomorrow and I don't show that I am stressed externally but internally it wreaks havoc if that makes any sense …. my skin condition hasn't been this bad since middle school lmao. 7.5 hrs …….. good luck self.
 
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