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My teachers are all assigning things at once, and I feel like I can't keep up. I literally do not have the energy and willpower to do everything, so it's as if I have to pick and choose what I do before I run completely out of energy... What's worse is that I have a really bad habit of procrastinating, but despite my efforts to change that, it seems like I can't break out of it. Even when I am in the mindset to where I am like "Ok, I WILL do this, period.", I my mind ends up wandering off or I cannot focus at all whatsoever. It's really annoying, and all I've been told is that it's only going to get worse :rain:
 
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My teachers are all assigning things at once, and I feel like I can't keep up. I literally do not have the energy and willpower to do everything, so it's as if I have to pick and choose what I do before I run completely out of energy... What's worse is that I have a really bad habit of procrastinating, but despite my efforts to change that, it seems like I can't break out of it. Even when I am in the mindset to where I am like "Ok, I WILL do this, period.", I my mind ends up wandering off or I cannot focus at all whatsoever. It's really annoying, and all I've been told is that it's only going to get worse :rain:
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Remember that even if you only utilize 30 minutes of a 50 minute period it's still better than doing absolutley nothing.
If you have trouble with homework do things in 10 or 20 minute blocks. If you do 10 minutes a night it adds up to an hour and it feels like nothing.
Using this principal even if you only do 20 minutes of an assignment a night you've worked on it for an hour and a half.

My attention also seems very sparse this year, its strange. I've been known among teacher for having the best focus. the reason for the lack varies class to class. ICT is distractions, RE is just lack of interest, having learnt it all back to front and the worst teaching style I've ever seen. Italian is mostly due to the fact we don't even seem to be moving forward at all. I can conjugate verbs with are back to front, but ire and isc???? Nothing and my teacher is extremely hung up on all the stuff I know inside out. Probably because I'm one of the few students who cares.
History is mostly a bad teaching style, familiar concepts with absolutely no refresher course and the fact my teacher does a bad job honestly.

I can't wait to get a rubric back to see what I can improve on BUT MY ENGLISH TEACHER REFUSES TO GIVE ANY RUBRIC TO ME!!!!
 
@Kugayama I'm not sure either. There is an android tablet in my house, but I don't really use it that much due to its size. I've had that happen to me too, but on an apple device. I tend to just clear the internet app's history and such. Would be nice to prevent it in the first place, though.
 
If I had the money and knew in advance that there would be a FJC event the day before a Chiaki Ishikawa fan club event like is happening this weekend I would have tried to get over there.
 
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^You are so lucky. I am jealous.

I wish I had more space. It is getting a little cramped in my small room and it does get messy and I HATE mess and clutter. heh I am probably the most organized person in my family. (Aside from my cousin, who has OCD) I hate leaving things messy at the end of the day and that's what I said in an interview when asked what I would bring to the company. But I kind of messed up on the question of think of a time when a customer was angry and how you resolved it, I said that at the end the manager solved the issue, not myself. So yeah... I felt kind of frustrated at myself after. Also I said I wasn't good on phones since it has been awhile, and he said then the other lady would have more experience for the position. What I should have said was that I was soft spoken for my weakness. Grr. Oh well, he gave me some pointers at least and I think I am going to take some refresher courses in like Excel and stuff. And I want to volunteer more, but with this shoulder problem, I have been doing therapy and it's been pretty hard. Anyways... oh I wish I could just fly to Japan right now and see Kalafina and the Yuki lives. Ugh. No money really sucks. I want a Wii U as well but I have to wait until the end of this month to get my allowance, since I'll want Smash Bros with it too.

Oh and about school work. Wow, I hope everyone does well and is able to survive somehow. My cousin is going through school to become a vet and she says it's extremely hard. I really studied and did well in my Health Unit Coordinator program because I wanted to. You just have to keep going and there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I promise. (I got on the Dean's List and got an award for the HUC program since I did so well. I had never gotten one before that, so I was pretty impressed with myself.)
 
I'm literally in a room full of a bunch of idiotic middle school guys at 1:30 AM... All running around and/or making a sexual joke every 5 seconds. My life cannot get any worse right now. Not even going into the other room drowns them out, because they just followed me in there. Though I think I had the option to stay at the High School house (this church event is for Middle + High. The thing that the receptionist said about staying there was ambigous), I didn't because I know I would have been uncomfortable and awkward being there and they already had nearly 20 guys there already (here there's 11), but now I wish I chose that. Despite the uncomfortableness and even more crowdedness, I probably would actually be sleeping now (or at least would have the option to), and have people to talk with (all of my friends that went are now at least in 9th grade meanwhile I'm still in 8th). Pretty much all that I've been doing is watching YouTube since 11 PM, with an occasional episode of Madlax if it quiets down a bit.

EDIT: Well, there's a ray of hope. Our chaperone told us that it's lights out, so hopefully I can sleep now.
 
prospectus due tues. prof says, "In this course the prospectus functions as a kind of progress report on your research project." what progress? we were supposed to be working on it??? lol orz

I am also sad that tonight is the end of Downton Abbey ;___;
 
^Oh my gosh your sig. Sad flan looking thing in a crepe. So cute! lol

I pretty much wasted today because I was in so much pain. I feel like I'm pretty much not getting anywhere with the PT. I want this shoulder pain gone, and headaches. And pretty much all pain and sickness in the world. Ugh. I am tired of pain ruling my life. I want to be able to play the song well that I'm playing for the recital, which is in two weeks. And now my friend is coming too, and maybe my cousin, but we'll see. I wish I didn't get so nervous. Luckily I can use the music, but still, it is a long song, and I tend to tense up when I'm up there.
 
Friendship sucks, people are so confusing.
I think my friend summed up a thing that happened today really well
She hints at something and then if you don't what she's talking about she dismisses it as if it was nothing but you know it's something
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I wish it would stop because I felt like I was in trouble and I've felt really sick for like an hour now.
 
Friendship is a roller-coaster

It's like I was happy. I was at a 10
End of the day
2.
Just 2
2 is generous
 
I was an extremely stupid idiot
because of my idiocy I have been exiled from my friendship group

Exiled

That is all.
 
Headache, ugh. I go back to get Botox again next week. But that's a whole week of this headache. Yes, I have tried essential oils. I can't handle the smell. I wish I could though. My nose is so sensitive. It'll be either too stuffy to not smell anything or it will smell everything and that has been recently, since I started us I started using a sinus rinse. I was hoping that would take care of it and it does help but not enough. Also I was up late last night, like 2 a.m. because I was updating my iPod. I will need caffeine today. Heh At least it's updated.
 
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