Complain about all!

^Same here in terms of the weather (But I live in GA :XD:). Today was the first day it finally cleared up, but it was 24°C/75°F... It's not supposed to be that warm in December :comeback:. At least it's not raining anymore, so I guess that's a plus.


My dad has been really stressed lately, and I can tell it's affecting me... I hate being stressed as much as the next guy, so it's really annoying. I hope it doesn't reach a breaking point anytime soon, because that will be a for-sure way to ruin the holidays. I'll probably just be trying to avoid him until he de-stresses...
 
^That's my dad too. You can tell when he has a headache or his back is hurting, kind of like me. But he does not take anything for it, and then makes everyone else miserable. And I can tell when there's tension in the air. I am looking forward to when he retires at the end of the year.

I had a nightmare with Kimi no Gin in it. I like that song so it will be hard to listen to it now though for awhile. Ugh, I hate my dreams. I wish I had good dreams of Kala and Yuki every night. Also shoulder/neck is still bothering me. I wish it would stop already.
 
One of my best friend's houses is currently underwater due to floods in Yorkshire. Fun times.
 
Flood??? Oh dear, hope everything turns out to be fine.... somehow....
The weather is really insane, today on 9gag I saw a picture of snow in Cairo, while in mid-north Germany the minimum temperature they were getting was something like 10°C - that's just wrong!

Also, last night I went to bed late at the first place, then I woke up at 7 to use the bathroom, and I had to wake up around 9 so I went to bed again wondering whether I was going to get enough sleep. I fell asleep wondering that. So in my dream, I was at my parents' place and my bed had no bedsheets. The reasonable options would have been: 1) put a bedsheet just somehow on top of the bed and do it properly the next day 2) grab a pillow and blanket and crash on the sofa. Instead, dream-me decided to start yelling at my mother saying "the bedsheets were clean, they were from a couple of days ago, why did you wash them, where am I going to sleep now???". That took dream-me so long that it would have been enough time to properly make my bed, go to sleep and start dreaming. What's worse, waking up from such a dream made me feel tired and annoyed!
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@ dream-me!

EDIT: And the dream I had until 7 was so nice, I was staying at someone's place, and we were many people, and we were going to a concert! Why couldn't I just continue that??
 
two of my textbooks I can't get for less than $30... but one for another class I found for $0.01. welp.
 
My county is under a flood warning until the afternoon. When I heard that we'd have a wet winter, I wasn't expecting this
 
Blame global warming >_<

I hate it that we're going to go back to school in 4 days' time. I still have a lot of things to do and I'm not even halfway. Most of my time I spend working though, so maybe you'd call that productive, but in all other aspects I've been procrastinating like hell huhu

Except for things Kalafina-related HIHI. Just realized I'm now in the deepest pit of this fandom. And I'm loving it here :3
 
^It is easy to get into, since they are so awesome. I have to watch more of Budokan tonight. heh

I wish this shoulder thing will let up soon. My trainer seemed to think it was the way I sleep. So I tried sleeping more upright on my side by using a pillow, but the way my back is (I have Scoliosis and had surgery to correct it but it only did the bottom) I tend to want to go more forward. So I have to have the pillow there but I don't like sleeping with something right next to me. I also get claustrophobic and I have a twin sized bed. *sigh* And the way that I dream I thrash around probably and I ended up on my back the one time. I had an MRI of the shoulder and hopefully will get some answers on Monday, but that's still a few days away. Grr
 
my sleep schedule is EVERYWHERE every second day i seem to keep doing all nighters subconciously. I've literally napped 3 times today one of which dad woke me from by lying about Kitchen Nightmares being on television:anger:
I really should be sleeping now.
 
I don't understand...

So I caught a virus probably from a colleague, it was bouncing around the office. Then my parents were struck by it.

And then it bounced back and hit me full-on in the face!

So in the space of about a month, I have had to take back-to-back MCs twice... :faint::imdead:
 
Casa welcome back! Also, I hope you feel better. I just got over some type of the flu or something. I am not sure what I had. All I know is the 2nd was a blur. I hate being sick. Which is why I never want to get drunk because I heard stories of the hangovers. Ugh. No thank you. heh

I am so nervous for this appointment today. He goes over my MRI today of my shoulder and it feels like there's something wrong in there. Like when I bend my head a certain way it doesn't want to come back up easily. It's really bad at night, and that was part of the reason why I was sick. I was in so much pain. Hope I get some answers today and it's an easy fix. (Well, the shots were supposed to be an easy fix but they did not help. Ugh, so sick of this.
 
I am so nervous for this appointment today. He goes over my MRI today of my shoulder and it feels like there's something wrong in there. Like when I bend my head a certain way it doesn't want to come back up easily. It's really bad at night, and that was part of the reason why I was sick. I was in so much pain. Hope I get some answers today and it's an easy fix. (Well, the shots were supposed to be an easy fix but they did not help. Ugh, so sick of this.
I hope the MRI helps too. I know how horrible hospitals are cerebral palsy has kept me in and out of hospitals all my life even though it's a somewhat mild case. Just know the quicker it gets done the sooner you'll be better so you just kinda need to bite the bullet and get the MRI done.

speaking of hospital-ish things people say needles are the worst, it's definitely anesthetic that's the worst that's scarier than needles. whether it knocks you out cold or makes you unconscious it's always going to scare me
 
I was supposed to be happy now that the new year started, but a close friend of mine (we graduated from the same college and applied on the same company together for our first job) died on the 30th, which is also his birthday. And to think that I got to meet him 2 days prior for our mini college reunion.

I have been playing Kagayaku in repeat since then when I always try to remember him. :/
 
I think I have an eye infection and it's itchy as hell and eye drops scare the crap outta me.
 
So this week hasn't been all that great. Been really depressed because of this pain in my shoulder/neck. I can't do anything hardly. I can't concentrate, I get bad headaches. I don't want to drive anywhere because I can't turn my head all that well. I hate it. I want to live my life and not be in pain anymore. Also move out and get a kitty. We have fish and they are cool and all but I want a kitty so badly. I think it would help. My parents are against it though. My Uncle is allergic and so is my brother's girlfriend and my cousin (who is a vet tech and getting her vet license) And yesterday after I came home from lunch and flossed one of my crowns came off. It had come off before, and it felt loose. Luckily it did not happen during lunch. But now I can't go to the dentist until Fri because their pipes burst so they have no water or anything. Ugh. I want to be able to eat normally. Sorry for the rant but I just want this week to be over, though I am looking forward to seeing my niece tomorrow.
 
^Oh, that's terrible! I've had one of those days where what can go wrong, does go wrong, and it's incredibly frustrating and depressing... But at least you get to see your niece tomorrow! At least there's something to look forward too!

My parents are probably going to force me to go to this thing in March where the students of a lot of churches in our area gather and have one big chaos-filled weekend. What's worse is that for the night, one goes to a "host home" (basically one volunteer from your church gives up their basement for people to stay, which is very nice of them), and there is absolutely no one there that I can talk too. Since it's divided by middle vs. high school (and gender) on which host home you go to, I'm stuck with all the crappy middle school guys since I'm still in the 8th grade with a bunch of idiots.... Last year wasn't so bad because I had someone to talk too, but now he's in high school. Everyone that I will assume will go are 1. An idiot. 2. Have been extremely sheltered from the second they were born. 3. Very ghetto. I try to get along with them, but my introverted self can only take it for so long...
 
@Westkana That sounds horrible. At least it's only a weekend and not like camp where its a week. Maybe you can get some early sleep in so time will pass, girls NEVER let you sleep :touched:
 
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