New Years Resolution?

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It's the glorious new year of 2016, well, here in Australia anyway, 2015 went so fast for me, wow.

Anyway, I was wondering if any of you had any new years resolutions. A lot of you don't believe in new years resolution but I like to think 'I have a goal for this year, let's see the result at the end' or something like that.

My new years resolution is to meet new friends online. I have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and it is very hard for me to make new friends and whenever I meet new ones I find it hard to talk to them. Two years ago I made an instagram account and made loads of great friends, but we eventually grew apart, which made me very sad. In order to make me feel the same happiness as I did make then, I'm going to try to be more social on the internet, like talk to people on tumblr or instagram, and maybe I'll meet more great people :)

But enough about me, what about the people here at this site?
 
^sometimes, its easier to talk with friends online but meeting them in person is always memorable :)

hmmm.. Btw, my resolution is to manage my money and time wisely between school and habit (Anime, Kalafina, etc.) haha. And last year, I used to play a little piano, flute and acoustic guitar... so this year, I wanna learn more using electric guitar lol. XDD
 
I guess for me, it's to work more on art, whether drawing or photoshop-esque (I don't actually own Photoshop, so using apps that can mimic the effect of it), or photography. This was probably also my resolution for last year, but I want to improve even more :XD:

I guess another one would be to make more friends (whether irl or online), and have the friend group I'm in be more diverse. Too bad pretty much everyone in my grade is your stereotypical white teenage girl (on a phone 24/7/365, thinks One Direction & Justin Beaver Bieber are good, etc. You get the picture), a huge jock, really perverted, or extremely ghetto. I find it extremely difficult to get along with these kinds of people, so those people are probably ruled out from the start. Too bad there are absolutely no artists in my grade... :rain:
 
Westkana said:
I guess for me, it's to work more on art, whether drawing or photoshop-esque (I don't actually own Photoshop, so using apps that can mimic the effect of it), or photography. This was probably also my resolution for last year, but I want to improve even more :XD:

I guess another one would be to make more friends (whether irl or online), and have the friend group I'm in be more diverse. Too bad pretty much everyone in my grade is your stereotypical white teenage girl (on a phone 24/7/365, thinks One Direction & Justin Beaver Bieber are good, etc. You get the picture), a huge jock, really perverted, or extremely ghetto. I find it extremely difficult to get along with these kinds of people, so those people are probably ruled out from the start. Too bad there are absolutely no artists in my grade... :rain:
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Everyone at my school is the same Westkana and I go to an all girls school so it gets 10x worse. My resolutions would be to practice my guitar more and stay ahead on assignments. :spotlight: I feel like I have no time to practice but it's generally because i procrastinate and I'm lazy, my dad is thinking of stopping tuition which i don't want to happen.

The main focus though is to actually eat a proper lunch. For whatever reason I hated lunch food as a kid with a burning passion so my mum just started giving me money instead. My cafeteria doesn't really serve anything healthy and even with new management this year I honest doubt it will completely change. I just felt really gross and icky whenever i went in there. Sometimes I didn't buy anything just so I wouldn't step in the cafeteria. I've googled a bunch of Japanese recipes I wanna try making and I've been trying to master chopsticks.:idol: Hopefully it'll keep me motivated and make me a more competent cook

Lastly to step up to the plate in regards to my music education. In terms of music theory and opportunity my school is an absolute joke. I remember totally failing on a test since I wasn't able to memorize note positions on a keyboard and read ledger lines and with all the music teachers non existent teaching i figure I'll have to try pull my weight on my often and put in the extra hours if I want anything above C+. In terms of opportunity I might do liturgical choir, or audition in a talent show, maybe I'll get in the solo ensemble I doubt it though they never look for anything in the alto-mezzo soprano range.

Usually the kids who get opportunities are the ones in band but I'm not confident enough or skilled enough to join. Sometimes I feel as if the teacher might hate me for my cerebral palsy or something, she probably just forgets me because i don't do band, in the last year or two she went on maternity leave so idk. Apparently she's already gathered the forms for the accapella Mt Gambier Choir which i specifically asked to be in for 2016. I was too chicken to ask her for a form:uh..:.
I'm actually thinking of moving to a different school with a better music exposure if things don't pick up. Apparently numbers were so low they only have music for 1 semester this year so things already look bad. It's sad since 2015 was such a good year for me in a social sense so i'd have to start from 9 friends to 0 again and I've never been to a different school before.:cry:
 
^Yeah, I am always weary about practicing the violin, just because I know I will never be as good as Lindsey Stirling, Konno or Yuki's other violinists. I was in choir in high school and enjoyed that, but my teacher said that I did not realize my potential and that is probably true, but I get so nervous even when I'm in a group playing or singing in front of others. I hope to practice more this year too. Even though my teacher is retiring this year. Which will be sad. I might play on my own though for awhile.

I guess I have an anxiety about meeting others as well. I get so anxious of going to parties and things, even though it is just my family. But I want to become more confident and go out with my brother and his fiance and maybe find a boyfriend, I haven't had one in 3 years so... yeah. I see how happy they are and I kind of want that. Also I want to be more determined about finding a job. I do the online ones, but I know there are places that will help me find a job. So I have to call them once a week. So those three I guess. Oh, I was also going to say to try and get into new artists and appreciate them (except rap, sorry I will never get into it or like it but that's just me) but I've already found some like Digital Daggers and Emily Kinney (Beth from Walking Dead is an artist now) and to listen to them more. Also

Happy New Year CPM! :dote:
 
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