Complain about all!

^Mine usually come the day before the actual release (which I thought was kind of weird, but hey, I'm not complaining when it comes to Yuki related stuff heh) so I will probably get mine Tues the 14th! Ugh, I wish it would hurry up and come. I will have all of Wed and most of Tues to watch it then.

I am just all out of sorts today. I fell last night, I am all right, but it was just weird. I was sitting, then leaning forward, then I must have blacked out because when I woke up (this was at 5 a.m.) I slipped and fell to the right. I landed on one side, so I have a bruise but nothing was broken thankfully. My knee really hurt this morning but is better. But I just feel off. And I was trying to convey something to my mom who is making a bag for me for my iPod touch, and she wasn't getting what I was saying and it was frustrating me. I just want to curl up now until tomorrow when I see my niece.
 
It was weird, I was on the train to Adelaide for an Australia-Japan Association informal gathering and felt really tired, but was able to doze a bit and felt better by the time the train reached Adelaide.

The gathering was good, but I was feeling tired again and left just after 8pm, wondering if I'd be fine walking home from the station nearest home.

After walking home slowly I stayed up for another 10 hours /-:.
 
Oooh @Liana_Ilia what type of shipping do you use? Normally I use air mail, which takes 1 -2 weeks so this is the first time I'm using the fastest possible shipping available from CDJ. If it could come a day early that would be so good :TdT: But maybe it's cos Australia is so far? :cry:
 
I've been way to stressed lately, I feel like my head's gonna crack by how much is on my mind.
 
^I always say my head is going to explode, but usually when I am talking about migraines. heh

@Cerise: I use the fastest shipping if I can afford it which really I can't right now (so that's my complaint of not having a job right now, or I wish I could just win the lottery there's so much stuff coming out that I want. *sigh* Going to Japan would be cheaper at this rate) but since I convinced my mom and dad to get them for me for a very early Christmas present, I asked to have the fastest shipping so I get them a day early, which is usual for Yuki related items. (The FedEx guy knows me because I order a lot from CDJ heh Also from when I worked at CVS.)
 
My BEST blurays won't arrive before a month or so, as I ordered them at Animate through a proxy service then delivered by Air Mail ^^

Yesterday I got something (hair?) into my left eye. Because of trying to catch it, which proved to be near impossible, my eyeball ended with a large blister at its bottom which eventually disappeared thanks to a cotton ball with fresh water, but my eyelids remain all irritated and inflated... I hope that this will be healed until tomorrow because I don't want to go to the emergency service which will spoil an entire day... No luck for these holidays, definitively, after the loss of my personal effects at the Japan Expo and the whole day needed to recover them (almost) all...
 
^that really sucks. My eye has been red too, though it normally is because I am always tired from my back pain. (And the meds I take to help it.) But I hope yours feels better. That sucks about the loss, was it at the airport or did someone steal your bag/luggage?

My back has been killing me today. I have been doing laundry, but the basket doesn't get too heavy. It is kind of awkward though. It feels like it was just last Thurs when I did laundry last. *sigh*
 
Nowadays, it feels like nothing is right in the office and even in my home. I do not like how our boss (definitely not a leader) treats us, and my mother acts like a guilty defendant and a judge at the same time that will hand down to you the harshest sentence possible.

Aside from my sister who knows my problems too well in home and some friends in the workplace, I really do not have anyone else to turn to. It feels like I will be losing my sanity any moment now.
 
@chrisgarci If you really feel like you need someone to talk to, you could talk to a counseller. They talk to you and really listen. I go to a counseller and she really helps, I don't bottle up my feelings as much as I used to :)
 
Yeah, I see a pain therapist and she is like a counselor in a way because she said I am now opening up, but they do help. I've only had a couple of bosses like that, so that really sucks.

The stupid spambots again! Haven't seen them in awhile since the changeover and now they're back. Grr. Also my back has been bothering me a lot today. Luckily it didn't start until after my friend left, but still, tomorrow I am busy pretty much from morning until late afternoon, so it better behave! Also I don't want to be busy tomorrow since my Budokan blu-rays are coming. *sigh*
 
Life is fragile, remembering Satoru Iwata, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satoru_Iwata

https://twitter.com/george_10g/status/620404043597254656

本日のカプチーノ、『岩田社長』。

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^Yeah, that really sucked too learning about that he had passed. Only 55! At least he was able to do one more E3, but still. *sigh* My brother is probably really upset since he is an avid Nintendo fan. I do love Nintendo though, so it was sad to hear.
 
I'm renaming my whole Kajiura-sensei folder from romaji to kanji – I've been working on it for 3 hours already and I barely reached the half.
Meanwhile the playlist is set on "shuffle" mode.
Just listened to Hikari no Yukue well to be exact, "光(ひかり)の行方(ゆくえ)” – yes I add furigana & I don't care ^^, and then to Believe.
Is this the same "Wakana" singing!? :ghost:
 
A former school fellow keeps on pretending that Japan is a shitty country, because the anti pedophilia law has just been voted under international pressure, so for him Japan is a country of perverts and, also (although that's totally unrelated) of racist people.
How could I explain him the cultural differences between our countries, that there pedophilia didn't need a law for long, long, long times because of tradition and culture, and that Japanese people aren't racist but proud of their nation (that's a feeling that we, in Europe, have lost since long, long, long ago...)
I try to find catchy sentences but can't manage to get just one that could make him understand the truth...
 
Some people just can't understand things. I know there are more pressing matters to attend to, so why can't we get along and respect each other? *sigh* Though, at the same time I don't understand (or like, or condone) rap on any level. There's just so much actual music, that is far better, why choose to listen to that crap? Well... it's something I will not understand. Wish I could just make everyone listen to Yuki and others that I like, like Lindsey Stirling, but everyone has their own opinion I know.

I have been nursing a migraine for the last 5 days. It's finally better today, only had a it a bit. But I just felt so crappy. I feel like I get so overwhelmed by just doing house work, which is what I am being paid for now, what am I going to do at an actual job? I do get anxiety attacks too... and then I started to feel bad again just now. Plus my teeth are acting up again. I cannot deal with that right now. *wants to throw something* :stupidtable: Sorry, just been feeling helpless lately. At least I had Kalafina's BEST Live to cheer me up a little. And I should be getting the photo book soon and Nana Mizuki's last album. I guess I just wish I had a job, but then I would be anxious there too. *sigh*
 
^ Liana, hopefully, some rap artists are capable of writing really great texts, with a great sense of poetry. In the English world you have for example Eminem who has written deep and elaborated texts - listen thoroughly to "Stan" for example. The bad side, as you wrote, is that the way it sounds like as a whole is really special and can hardly be compared to Yuki's music. But honestly I'd rather listen to a good rap song with a good text and some research in the composing - unfortunately these are very few and occulted by commercial crap - than other commercial pop hits, or ,and I know many people won't like me for that, electro, which, for the most, needs only to compose a 5-seconds sample....

Regarding my previous complain, that dumb guy used this pretext to catch me and make me respond to his assertions. I feel in the trap, and he probably spent near one hour to attack me personally about tens of topics - saying for example that I'm a racist person because I'm a rightist, but coming from someone who says "you like all other otaku and Japanese people are obsessed by big boobs " that make me deeply laugh.
I told him "if you can't bear me then you can just block me" and I didn't wait for him to do so - I've no time to lose for such morons, but I'm feeling angry about myself for falling into his trap...
 
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^ I feel you so much. Every semester costs me like $400-$500 in textbooks. That's $400-$500 I could be spending on Kajiura/Kala/FJ merch or going to Japan to see them in concert, but nooooo. Hahha jks I need to graduate :...:
 
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