RUNA's story [PROLOGUE 1]+[DER DOPPELNGANGER-short story]

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Painful emptiness
Emptiness in the dark
Love that saves others
Love that destructs others
tears in vanity…



I walked slowly beneath the collection of melted candles flame. They looked so beautiful as the white roses that exposed to the twilight sun. The shadow from the lights of the candles flame is shimmering as if it reflects all the memories of you and me in the past. So beautiful, lots of happiness, so strong, yet so fragile and too painful. We laugh, we smiled, we cried, we sinked into the darkness, and we rose again. That was the reflection of the life we have been through together. But those lights from the candle flame were gone just because of the gentle blowing wind, as well as my heart felt the same. It is over now, all that remains is just a hollow in the silence of solitude.

The day that I fear finally came over to me. The day that I should take you to the front gate of death at the end of the road of life. I know this is an absolute ending that you and I will surely meet. Everybody dies at the end of the time, but still it scares me just to think that someday I might lose your existence. But that's the risk I have to face because I'm stubbornly choose to remain by your side, whom is someone who comes from the darkness. Killing people is the thing that always adorn your everyday living. People with positions and the environment around you made you can’t run away from such dirty tasks. “Kill or to be killed”, that's the only choice you have in your life.

Somewhere deep inside my broken memories, I remember that the day I met you were not like stories in fairy tales where a beautiful princess met the handsome prince and live happily ever after as what often depicted in fairy tale stories….. "Hell" ... that's just the most suitable word to describe the situation where we first met. I feared….I feared of your existence at first, but after I try to understand you deeper, it made me realize that deep inside your heart, there is a glimmer of light that dreaming for freedom and the feeling of unconditional love. The biggest decision of my life was when I decided to give up all the glittering light of my life to accompany you to walk in the darkness.

You know, sometimes people are unable to think clearly when love comes and the devil ensnare the hearts. I don’t know for sure whether it is ignorance or the blindness of love, but I have never regretted the decision I took that time. You're the only person who can see all the darkness that I have, in contrast to others who mostly think and feel that I’m like a princess figure without blemish. Other people always see the “light” part of me and never even notice or see the existence of my shadow. That's why I attracted to your dark existence. You've seen the real me and you were the only one who be able to did that….

Each day, I train myself to be able to accompany you in the chaos and an environment full of resentment. I was increasingly aware of how difficult it is to live in a world filled with lies and evil. It is where the black is white, and the white is black. Truth is not something that people seek. People do everything for the sake of money and popularity. In that kind of world , you and I were struggling. Moreover, my decision to be with you was much more difficult than I would ever imagined, but even so, I still go hand in hand with you. Moved one more step into the dark world without any desire to go away from you.

The days I spent with you has removed some of the darkness in you. I felt that it was a good thing without realizing that it was a thing that would make things even got worse. All of the people around you often say that the feeling of love and affection is a feeling that should not cross in you minds and hearts. Apparently they said, the reason is because those things can make you become weak. On one hand, love could heal, but love is also might bring destruction to your life.

To me, the now you were filled with love and it was a joy for me, but for others around you, you just like a chess pawn that has can’t be use anymore. They didn’t need a chess pawn that full of love. What they need is just a killing-machine-chess-pawn and the now you are not qualified for that. And what will they do to a chess pawn that has no use anymore? Of course, it will be destroyed and discarded. These days we've been through more difficult. Sometimes I feel that my existence only add a burden to you. I have to get stronger. That's what I always say to myself. I did not want to be a figure which should always be protected by you.

But all those days has now gone and all that remains was only the memory pieces that strewn inside my memory. Now I stare at your bloody body that lay on my hand and your body is cold as snow in the winter. There's only me and you in the middle of these collection of candles that melts. The candles that melt is like a life that has been burned down by the fire of life. It is enough and now it's time to let you go. I start to walk forward and trying to bring you with me. Let's take a walk together to the gates of death. I could see that there is a knife near the gate.Something start to cross in my mind, whether that knife is a sign that I should go with you to the other world? If I do that, could I stay with you forever?
I take that knife and I…….
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this is the prologue 1 of the story that I made...actually the story is originally in another language...and I translate it into english so that I can share it with everyone...

I'll be happy to receive comments, critics, and opinion about this~ :D
hope you enjoy! :D
happy reading~
 
Arigatou, himewakana-san :D :shy:
I'm continuing to translate the rest into english~ :tea:

this scene is actually inspired when I listen to kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa~
 
Arigatou, himewakana-san :D :shy:
I'm continuing to translate the rest into english~
this scene is actually inspired when I listen to kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa~
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Dozo dozo Valeriana-chan :hug:
I'll wait for the others part *____________________*
And good choice listening Kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa ùù :sohappy:
 
Der Doppelganger

The large bell that was on an old church tolled,

has broken the silence in the middle of the night without stars.

It just me by myself waiting for the sun to come and rescue me from this suffocating darkness.



Suddenly I could see a feather as black as a crow’s, start to fell on the window which is right in front of me. No ... not just a feather, they were falling like black snow and it all came from the room above me where the bell was tolling.



My curiosity has overcome my great fear. I decided to climb the stairs and I came into the room where the bell is located. I opened the door of the room and saw a figure with a black hooded cloak. That figure stands turned to me, but I can see that she is the one who carrying a basket filled with black raven feathers.



I paused in the sense of curiosity of her.

She said slowly,

"You want to know who I am?"

when I started running to her to see her face,

suddenly she turned around.

:nophoto:

I was shocked and fell, slumped on the floor.

"Y... Y .. you ...! Get out of my life, why you're back into my life now?!!"

She throw an arrogant smile and she answered me,

"Me? Back to you? ... Ahahaha ... don’t you realize? I'd never leave you. You'll never get rid of my existence! Hahaha"



My face turned pale when I see her face more clearly,

"You're me I used to be... You have already gone from my life. but why now you are here? No...This can’t happen... I have to kill you ... you are the one who should have gone ..."



"Hahahaha ...you? kill me? Crazy! You want to kill yourself? Haha ... I'll die if you die too ..! Maybe you thought that you had killed me, but do not you realize, that is the day where you fall deeper into in my hands. Checkmate, mate You're defeated. " she replied and laughing at me cynically.



I would not let her live ... I have to kill her ... those two sentences keep repeating each other inside my thought in my mind. True ... she is only my part of my past. I'm sick of her existence. I have to kill it and eliminate it now! Her presence will only destroy the present and my future! She must not exist in this world!



I ran and push her out of the window. Amazingly she did not even panic, she even smiled at me and said,

"You are a stupid woman ..."

Heard her say that made me feel more upset to see it. With every effort and power I have, I pushed her with all of my might. And she fell out of the window.



"Hahahaha .... you'd be dead now ... You are the one who is stupid, not me!"

I laughed in delight to see her fall.



she just smiled again at me and said,

"Look who's the one who really stupid now."



instantly, when I blink my eyes, I was surprised when I realized that I was the one who fell from the tower and I could see her waved her hand from that tower and whispered,

"Sayonara ... myself ..."



["BRUUUK!"]
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the sun shines and illuminates the body of a blonde woman who was found dead with a body covered in blood. She was defeated by the darkness contained within herself.

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People often scared of the darkness around themselves, without realizing that there is more scarrier darkness that lies inside the human heart itself and it is far more sinister. Human being often feel that they already managed to overcome all the darkness, just like what that blonde woman felt, but more often, they do not realize that actually, they have been worse off in the darkness of the world that they created because of their own stupidity. And that often binds people into the spirit of destruction that has no end ...
Beware of that darkness...Darkness is not something from outside us...
It’s something lies inside me..
And it lies inside you as well...



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this is the short story that has no related to the prologue above,
I made this story 5 years ago, inspired from the main theme of petite cossette song...
the illustration is made by my friend~
 
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